If I go, the travelling distance will be as far as I have been travelling for the last four years and frankly, there are days where the distance really gets to you. Especially when you are fatigue and taking a cab home during the peak hour can cost you as much as $13 (no kidding... I was stuck paying $6 at the Holland Road jam! Bummer...)
However, if I don't go, my conscience will get to me... there are just a lot of people I can't let go...
(a) students - my adorable T and A who struggle with reading, my Z who seems to have endless family problems getting in the way of his studies, K who has started to put in effort albeit inconsistent and even the irritating A (YES! I still haven't given up on you no matter how many times I have to send you out!)
(b) colleagues - the friendships built over the last 4 years
How? How? How?
Only solution...
Deep inside, I hear God calling but I'm just a stubborn ole thing... so I asked God for 3 signs... 2 have since materialised (in neon blinking lights, I must add)...
Now I'm looking for the last...
When it appears, I know God has truly called and I will do according to his will...
In the meantime, pray...
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